1. Have I given this first month my best effort?
Tough question- the answer is yes though. Over the past month I've evaluated my efforts after every workout. I've analyzed where I could have pushed harder and where I was listening to my mind more than my body in terms of scaling back and using modifications. Did I push myself to my breaking point with each round? No. But I didn't skip one workout or one minute of the guides and pushed myself mentally and physically everyday. Most importantly I've grown more in the past month than I have in the past with 2 years of crossfit programming.
2. The #1 improvement I have noticed this month?
My ability to step back and really analyze my performs in a workout and honestly assess if I had given 100% or not. I would say that I've always been more of a "cardio bunny" with my workouts until about 4 years ago when I started focusing more on body weight and strength training exercises. Through the past four years I never really questioned my workouts or if I'd given "my all". I've never had a community like the BBG community to reflect and share my experience with. Some days the #deathbykayla hashtag seemed all too literal while some days I felt like I could have pushed harder. Which had me step back and start being a little more analytical of my performance than I had in the past. I have to say in the past if I left a crossfit class not feeling like I got the best workout I would think to myself "wow the WOD (workout of the day) was weak today" not that I hadn't given my all (which was probably more of the case looking back).
3. The #1 thing I can work on moving forward?
Pushing myself physically and not listening to my mental limitations. My motto moving forward is that if I attempt a push-up for example from plank form and can't do it that ok I'll scale down to my knees but I have to at least try it from the full form before I use any modifications. I'm not trying to push my body elite athlete style but I want to know that I'm giving my all while being patient with my body and trusting the process takes time.
4. My toughest hurdle this month?
I don't really think I had any "tough" hurdles- however in the past it was always by goal to train 6 days a week but if my son was having a bad day and I was exhausted I'd skip a workout here and there and be ok with 5 workouts a week. With the BBG guides that wasn't an option for me. I was going to do exactly what Kayla recommends in the exact way she recommends to do it. So a few days in the beginning I had to get extra creative with fitting my workouts into my busy mom life but I feel like that "hurdle" has passed now and at this point it's not even a question of how I'll get it done just of when.
5. What I want to remember about this month?
The amazing progress I've been able to make in just 30 days. I've upped my weight for all weighted exercises by 10 pounds. Gone from doing commandoes modified on my knees after five sets in plank to being able t do the whole round of 12 sets two times around in planks! One of my favorite fitness quotes has always been "one of the greatest moments in life is realizing that two weeks ago your body couldn't do what it just did". I've always been inspired by that quote and progressed in my workouts but never been able to relate to the two week time period in the quote. If you would have told at the start of the program the progressions I would make in just a short month with my abilities I would not have believed you.